welcome!
quite a long journey...
so far.
Act 1: why
hi, it's me!
this isn't going to be sappy, so don't worry. i have made the first version but it got deleted so i 'm sad... and mostly i have forgotten what i wrote. so i will just sum everything up in here.
i made this present for you to celebrate the seventh month, in which it feels so amazing and cool to me. Also very, very hard because we haven't been able to see each other for weeks and i am so near to burst out into this ball of anger and bad decisions. but well, thank god i haven't. so all things are good! another reason is because i haven't sung you something for such a long time and i miss singing something for you.
overall, i wanna thank you for holding on during these hard days and for always trying your best.
i love you once and for all.
because i am going to blabber more later...
let's just take you to the songs!
(click the lock)
Act 2: why
I will briefly explain to you why did I choose these songs and I will break it into two parts.
I don't want your eyes to get hurt.
Track #1:
this song reminds me of everything during our night rides and i can perfectly picture how the wind blows your hair and overall just being the pretty person that you are whenever i listen to this song. its very calmness reminds me of you too.
Track #2:
this song is just pure happiness. i want you to gain strengths from this song and just... i don't know reflect back to everything that has happened today and hoping also working for a better tomorrow. you know yourself better than anyone, you can always love yourself better than anyone.
Track #3:
i actually don't wanna include this song (because its final result is so messy and i just hope you'd be okay with it), but it's so fun and fresh. and from this song i wanna tell you how much i wanna write you a song but then realizing that we've already been having one. playing along throughout all of our moments.
Act 3: WHY pt. II
Track #4:
i have always associated you with coffee, ocean waves, navy sky, and the stars. i think this song is a rare gem that can picture how i feel about associating you with those things. maybe i have been a fool, but those things always taste like you.
Track #5:
this is just straight up my internal thoughts whenever i see you come into the room. you're always, always capable of making me captivated. you're so impossible.
i'm feeling lightheaded.
Track #6:
i remember ever sending this song to you and i personally think this is one of the best love song to ever existed. it's so soothing, sad, yet romantic. the type of bittersweet taste that i have always liked. also, it's so straightforward. it's so me.
Track #7:
the last one, also the only track to have a background music. cause it feels better that way. i never find something so relatable, yet... not too much. just enough.
you're probably my last stop and this song will tell you why.
Act 4: it is what it is
YAY.
You did it! I did it! We did it!
Seventh month. Happy lucky seven.
It's a good number, so probably today will be good to you as well.
I love you, you know that.
And I am always grateful to have you. It's one of the best things ever and I'm not exaggerating.
I hope you have a good day today. Please always remember to take care of yourself. You're pretty and you deserve everything good in the world.
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